here's a little mush..

Today, I’m in denial.

I REFUSE to accept the weird things happening in this world. Mostly, I refuse to be saddened by the fact that 2 people who I hold very dear to my heart are moving on – because I know they’re going to better places, securing their destinies, and finding happiness outside where their happiness no longer seems to lie.

Instead, I CHOOSE LIFE. No.. I choose to LIVE.

More Henry David Thoreau than Trainspotting of course (Except that part about the hasty conclusion that we’re here on earth to glorify God – if that’s so, then I’m BUYING that conclusion! I believe, wholeheartedly, that we ARE here for that reason and that reason alone. Read Psalm 115!).. My angst-ridden days are over, after all! As opposed to my former self, I’m now left wondering what exactly IS so bad about having a job, career, and family? :P Security isn’t bad at all, neither is an IKEA-catalogue lifestyle. And children aren’t monsters, although they CAN reveal how monster-like we “grown-ups” can be..

I WILL NOT feel sad, stressed or sick. Instead, today I choose to "live deliberately" and “suck out all the marrow of life,” and open myself to the myriad of possibilities awaiting me. All things are possible to those who believe, diba? ;)

Because today I choose to fall.. and perhaps, in doing so, discover that I can FLY..